Show me what to do, and I'll do it. Anything to keep from feeling this way over and over again. My mind, my heart, is like a broken record. Its tiring.
I don't know how to not want what I want. I don't know how to get what I want. Perhaps more to the point, I don't know how to be happy in the not having of what I want.
I'm bored. I'm lonely. I'm unfulfilled.
And I'm thoroughly sick of it. I tire of my own company. I'm sick of my own face looking back at me in the mirror. I'm tired of my mundane life, and I'm sick of pretending that I'm something that I'm not.
I need some answers.
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