Tuesday, I spoke to D, for nearly an hour. It felt so good to chat to him, and I feel like he felt it too.
I don't know, but I think he misses me. The problem is, I want so desperately to believe that, I know that I'm not really able to judge it. He told me about his new toon on WoW, and the name and location. I logged on today, and just stared at his name on my friends list. I couldn't bring myself to say anything to him.
Oh god, I love him so much. I didn't do anything to bring this on myself, it seems so unfair. I mean, I maybe didn't need to log onto his server, but.. is my heart a traitor, or is it right?
I need to hear it from him. I can't make this call on my own, I just don't trust myself anymore.
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